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Hey guys sorry i haven't posted but you can check me out on Myspace look for *AmandaHernandez* so show me some love and post to me.

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So I just got back from Good Ol' Rocky Point, Mexico!!!!!!!!!!!

It was a fucking blast that i finally got to go on vacation. We had the sickest condo right on the beach 10th floor which was the top floor. Best Ocean View Ever. It was so good that one morning when we woke up i actually saw Dolphins oh man it was awsome. Got my hair braided, which is a must if your in mexico. Got drunk of course at our sick ass swim up bar at the condo pool. Took  a Banana Boat ride from the mexicans, He took us so far out in the ocean and flipped us over, it was kinda scary cuz I thought a shark was going to find me and  eat me but i was concerned more of my bathing suite bottoms that fell off  but thank god my boyfriend found them. The mexican still saw my ass it was pretty funny. Went to the clubs Holy shit fucking crazy man!!!!! Deffinently doing it again soon too!!

My boyfriends birthday is coming up soon and We're going camping again!!!! Except this time were going with cool people and not fags that will ruin the trip.

So my mom is offically moving back home to El Paso with my sis and aunt. I'm contiplating on moving back too but i don't really know yet. My biggest reason for going is because my one true friend left me to join the Air Force and since then i haven't really had a good friend except for Blake.  When my mom leaves Im not going to have anyone else to run to if shit happens. All I want is a friend that will be cool with me 24/7 and not be a fucking bitch i would like to go back to all my old friends in El Paso who were always cool with me plus i've been talking to them for a little bit and they all want me to come back. I don't really have anything to look forward here except for Blake, and things between us are so so I already told him that if things don't seem like they are going to work out im leaving. Nichole already told me that it would be a good idea if i did so that way i can't get the hell out of this hell hole and start off new. I have 2 months to decied so thats that. I feel like i want to run away so far and cry forever........

For you  stupid Fucks   who like to make my life more miserable PLEASE if you don't have anyting nice to say to me then don't say shit I really appriciate it.

HAVE A NICE FUCKING DAY BITCHESSSS!!!! IM OUT!!!!!

I miss my friend :(

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SO THIS IS HOW IT GOES

*4TH of July was fun me blake and the family went to Big Surf all day long and came back burnt as hell. But it was worth it. Came home and got ready to go see fireworks at MCC it was really nice to lay on the grass with the one you love and watch to night sky light up with awsome colors.

* BAD NEWS our beloved hamster Buddy died, oh man it was the sadesst thing ever he was so cute and funny, we will miss him a whole bunch he was a big part of the family May the hamster god rest your soul Buddy RIP. On the flip side Blake insisted on buying another one since they are so cool i didn't want to cuz it was too soon to replace Buddy but he really wanted another one. So Popeye welcome to this crazy family..

* I rolled for the first time a couple of weeks ago, My expirence with extasy was.........lets just say I NEVER EVER in my whole entire life have felt so happy and so relaxed. But i will never do it again because it can really be addicting and i don't want drugs to take over my life, im not stupid  i just wanted to see what all the fuss was about and now that i did it's over.

* So im finishing school through correspondance it is so fucking hard cuz i hate Government (especially our Government) why the hell do we need to know about the government all i know is to stay away from it and i'll be fine

* Dam i hate stupid girls SO MUCH i went to a party yesterday and there were girls that were like 15 years old getting "drunk" ( only had a cup of beer) they took a shot of whiskey and were like oh i love whiskey! i don't care who you are whisky is fucking sick and disgusting unless your an old man that lives off it. Gross they were just trying to show off  which is dumb.

* Lately me and blake and a bunch of other people have been playing poker, i like it it's fun. I won the whole pot yesterday out of like 8 people that played which was about 50 bucks, too bad it wasn't real money but hey i had fun and thats all that counts.

* I get to go shopping this weekend cuz my man gets paid!!!!!!! it's been so long,

* People are so hard to trust now a days cuz they will turn around and stab you in the back

*Finally my revenge has come Shawn Ryan got his cd's stolen from his car first which by the way was worth a lot of money, then he totalled his car and now he has to go to the navy!!!!!!!! my day can't get any better, goes to show that what goes around deffinently comes around!

*My wish for the day: I wish i had an awsome paint set up so i can paint bad ass pictures 

*Well Im out of now im going to go win some real money in poker wish me luck

Oh yeah and to all the jealous people who have something smart to say SAVE IT!!! YOUR WORDS MEAN SHIT TO ME  

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couldn't have been said any better!!

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HOLY CRAP DO I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!

MAKE SENSE OF IT!

*Friday-Hung out with the gang                                                                                                    ( blanda ( blake and amanda), jamie ( james and amy), kenny, and seth) got pretty drunk and just chilled it was fun

*Saturday- We all went shooting guns at four peaks oh man was it so much fun but holy hell it was cold, and hailing. Me and Amy watched the boys play with their guns while we just stood in the car it was way too cold to get out it's ok cuz it was fun but way exhausting. Then at night we went back to jamie's to drink but i w

*Sunday-Me and Blake went to the swap mart with my family, we got big fat incense sticks, and he got a cool $6 knife what a steal. Ate Mikey Dee's gross. Then went over to Amy's left the boys at home to play video games and went to greenback's and bought our arts and crafts stuff. It's was so cool cuz we made these cute sand jars with sparkle gems and sea shells. I think that, that was the coolest thing i've ever made. it was so much fun. so me and amy decided to do arts and crafts every sunday. which by they way im really excited for.

*Just a word of advice when you all grow up and become parents, if you don't want your kids to hate you, DO NOT critisize them or make fun of them, otherwise they will end up hating your guts.

*so because it was so cold when we went shooting i got really sick pretty crappy huh?

*tomarrow me and blake finally get to go to the game concert.the only reason were going is because i won free tickets from power 92.3. i have never won anything but i thought i would give it a try. hey if it's for free why not?

*so i got the new lindsay lohan cd and surprisingly it's really good.i love it

*me and blake got a couch for our room and it's so chill in the room now, cuz now we can sit and watch t.v and play video games on the couch instead of the bed. whats cool about it is because it's mine and blakes first couch and we got it from amy and james and it was their first couch!! hand me downs are the best!!!!!!!!!!!

*the saddest thing happend to me and blake last week. we had a dog that was dark brown, that had a black stripe on his back like a skunk kinda it was only a 6 month old pit bull, still only a pup. oh man it was the most beautiful dog ever. like a couple of days ago one morning the dog was sleeping with us in the bed, blake woke up opened the room door to walk out and use the restroom, the dog noticed a figure in the dark( since early in the morning is still dark) and since he is a very protective dog, He assumed it was a bad guy and began to angerly rush him. The figure in the dark ended up being blakes sister. He didn't bite her he just really scared the shit out of her. It's not at all anyone's fault. Dogs are colored blind, so they can't see much at all. The humane society ended up coming by because blake's parents reported it the next day. They took Cali (dog) away not because he attacked blakes sister only because he didn't brake any skin or made her bleed,  but because any reports that come in on pit bulls the automatically think it's some kinda of a monster. I hate that pit bulls have such a bad rep on being dangerous dogs. He would have been a wonderful dog to us......

R:I:P CALI WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!!

*It's so great that i get paid every week i love it so much cuz i will never have to worry about wasting all my money cuz i end up getting paid at the end of the week anyways. SWEETNESS

* I fuckin have to do so much laundry it's no joke

Well thats, that and im out later on!!!!!

                                                                      Amanda J. H. Chaussee

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Hey Y'all Whats going on..... Well this weekend was fucking nuts!! Lets start off by telling you that my boyfriend went to jail this weekend. It's was so sad you don't even know whats it's like to see the love of your life being handcuffed and taken away from you. See what happend was him and his dad were arguing and fighting that his dad called the cops on him, they took him away for disorderly conduct and because he had a warrent from prom night!!!I cried so much and that night was the first night in like 6 months that i slept without him.I tried so hard to get him out i just didn't have that funds to get him out. i did everything in my will to help him, and you know what i was the only one who was helping him. I stood up all night waiting for him to call, and i waited for 3 hours at the jail waiting for him to get out. You never know what you have until you almost lose it. It was a lesson learned well.  Well that was that.

Other than that this weekend kinda blew since we really didn't do much. But on a funnier note on Friday me and blake went over to my best friends, friends house. We were meeting them their to go to the movies me and blake went outside to smoke a bowl before we were going to go since she went to go get her boyfriend, and when she came back she was all "what the hell are you smoking your weed?" then me and blake were all "uh yeah, it's really not that big of a deal we went outside" i guess she wasn't 4:20 friendly, and  got really pist so me and blake said fuck that gay shit so we left. I understand that some people don't like pot and their against it, but it's not like we were smoking a bowl of tweek or doing lines of coke in her bathroom. i like marajuana because it makes me REALLY mellow, im not a bitch, im not in a bad mood, it makes me feel happy no worries no nothing. It's kinda like my medication when i don't feel good, or when things are hectic, or especially when me and bake are fighting. We noticed that when we fight were not high, but when we are high were happy, laughing, basically were just a loving couple when were high. I mean loving in many ways TOo! I figured that if the whole world were to smoke weed their wouldn't be no wars, and every one would get along!! There is nothing wrong with marajuana, and if their is someone that disagrees with me give me a lagitament reason why marajuana is bad. I actually drive better when im high than when im not. Plus marajuana is my anti-drug from coke. It's actually what helped me stay away from that dirty shit, and anyways it's a way better high. God talking about it makes me what to get high. K well im done talking about it, all i got to say is that if you don't like it just think it's better than cigarettes, tweek, coke, heroin, mushrooms, or pills. Speaking of pills i took a zanix on friday after work cuz my body was kinda sore and woooo did that pill kick my ass. i didn't remember anything i woke up in my underware it was crazy.

I finally got pictures back that me and blake took on thanksgiving and holy crap they look so good i will post them on my journal when i get off work since their not on this computer. speaking of work another week is starting and i hope it goes by as fast as last week. On friday after work i was so excited to get off work and for the weekend but the worst happend to me i was stuck in traffic for 2 hours!! can you believe that it was insane crazy! there was a really big accident. for almost an hour we didn't even move 1 mile.

Ok so this goes out to those girls that have boyfriends. So you know that valentines is around the corner i say we put our heads together so that we can give our guys a great valentines. i would like some ideas cuz guys are so hard to buy a valentines gift for. Last year i made my x boyfriend a basket full of goodies he actually really likes it. Plus it was really cheap. All you have to do is buy a nice basket and put some candy and things that he likes in it. it was a pretty good idea. BUT PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND GIVE ME SOME IDEAS! THANK YOU!

So when i was getting ready for work this morning i accidently put on blakes cologne instead of my perfume since we both have the same bottle i couldn't tell which was which so know i reak of guy! funny huh!

So hey if anyone is looking for an awsome job paying 13 dollars an hour as a receptionist  i can give you a good recomendation with my in-law mother/boss but the thing is you must have expirence as a receptionist or atleast be able to multi-task, it's actually really hard because a lot of people call and you don't know what they need, it gets REALLY hectic. if you feel your up for the challenge i can give a good word. it's kinda far it's in phoenix it's a nice little office with no men!!! Once you get the hang of it it's not that bad, but it's just getting the hang of it thats really hard. i tried it but it was too stressfull for me plus i had to option to do something better.it's mon-fri from 8 am to 5 pm and you get an hour lunch break. the offer is on the table but don't say i didn't warn you.

Last night i got to talk to my old best friend from jr high Erica Gonzales. i was so happy to talk to her we've had some really good times together. She was really surprised too! It's great to talk to people that you haven't talk to in awhile. i love that girl. She's coming over tonight to hang out and catch up. im excited.

Well i got to catch up on some work so i'll see you guys later! peace....

                                                                          xoxo amanda jean